i hope...

http://vimeo.com/12143604


Please watch this video.
I hope this is how my husband and I will be!
I want to be fun, laugh at each other, tell each  other EVERYTHING, make great memories, have a fun-filled life, love each other SO MUCH. 
Just...watch how he kisses her. It's DARLING.
I want my husband to be funny like him.


I just found out these guys go to USU...I'll be stalkin them!

wedding

I want this song to be the background for my wedding video.

what to do.....??

so...i have a problem. 
a dilemma, more like. 
i have made a promise to be in a club, but i kind of made that arrangement prematurely. i am feeling sort of...eh about it. but, some of my other friends are in another club, and they REALLY want me to join. i really want to as well! but, i feel bad because i already promised i'd be in the other club...i want to have the most fun i can....


I don't know what to do--What should I DO!?!?!?!

serenade

i want my husband to be able to sing.
and play guitar. or some instrument. 



i want him to sing to me all the time. i'll sing to him occasionally...if he sings to me. is that too much to ask??

look at this. look at this gorgeous house!
one of my fondest dreams is to have a husband rich enough to buy a summer house on a lake! 
i think that houses on lakes are so beautiful and are a great getaway from the hubbub of the city. 
cross your fingers that my true love will be rich!!

our house

when i grow up, i want a house.
i want a house with a wrap-around porch. 
perhaps something like this:

i don't know why, but i love wrap-around porches! 

it adds a sort of...homey feeling. not that homes without wrap-around porches aren't houses...i just really really want one! 

we'll see how that works out, eh?

creep status

last night, I was wedding blog stalking, and I saw this:

a) the most beautiful couple I've ever seen

b) I love the photography style

c) I love the temple 

d) I just...love everything about it!

Look at these people! Aren't they gorgeous?! Yes, I think they are. His suit coincides with the colors of the wedding, her dress is so beautiful! I wasn't sure how I felt about the jewels around the neck, but they fit. 

I love the colors the bride chose: Blue and Gold. Her dress is very simple, yet classy and beautiful. Her bridesmaid outfits are all different yet they go very well with each other--they aren't ugly in the slightest. 

This wedding is AMAZING. 

In my opinion.

They are GORGEOUS!

I want to be in love!

I mean...look at them! 

would you go with me?

I have to mary my best friend.
     Whenever I try and start a relationship with someone I don't know very well, I always end up...back at square one. aka alone. I know that sounds SO dramatic. But, it proves a point. In all of my relationship experience, the relationships have been based more on attraction than friendship. The element of friendship grows, but the attraction is still stronger. I think that's a problem because, rather than really get to know the person, I just want a more romantic connection. Romantic connection is something I dream about, something I crave. I cannot wait for the day I meet who I'm going to marry and I find the right guy for me! 


     The problem is, is I think every guy I like could be "the one". So, I rush into "loving them" and I let my mind travel to the future where we're sitting on a pew in church with our 5 little kids playing with their toys, or we're travelling to places I've always wanted to go, or I picture our engagement photos....I know, I'm crazy. But it happens, and I've tried everything I can to stop myself from doing that. And because this happens, I feel like I never get into the most important part of a relationship which is being BEST FRIENDS.


     Something my favorite seminary teacher told me was, "marry your best friend." I plan to do that. In order to do so, I have to slow my crazy heart and brain down a bit. I need a guy to get to know me for ME, and not for my kissing or my cuddling or my whatever it may be. I want someone to like me for who I am first, and the move on to the next steps. That is probably going to be really hard for me because I LOVE LOVE! I get into that stuff really quickly, and I think what ends up happening is either: 
               a) the guy I like doesn't feel the same way
               b) the guy that likes me doesn't like me as much as I like him
               c) the guy just wants to kiss me
               d) I scare the guy away by things I say or do 
This makes it difficult for me to have  a REAL, SOLID relationship. I think what I need to work on is not being so intense. Just be relaxed and let things happen. Let things develop into more. 


So, basically what it comes down to is, the guy I marry will probably have to be a guy I hate when I first meet him. 

name game

elsie                                  james                                                                       

adrie                                oliver

lydia                                nathanael

sophie                             william

hazel                                owen

kate                                   jack

emma                              daniel

ellie                                  charles

jane 

isabel

willa

iris

lilly

eliza

mmkay, so obv. i have loads more girl names than boy names. 

but, you never know!

i may just have enough you use all of them!

okay. i never will. ever.

requirements

I want a big tree in the backyard of my future house. 

That's right, an Oak Tree. 

And in that oak tree, I want a tree house.

And hanging on that oak tree, I want a swing.

I think I'm going to need a pretty big back yard. 

the big question mark

I don't really know what the purpose of this blog is. 
I think it's going to be a future journal. 
Just things I want to see in my life. 
Qualities in my husband, things we're going to do together, wedding things, houses, cities, etc...
Basically anything I can think of. 
We'll see how it goes! 
Third blog's the charm.